Wednesday, April 30, 2008

No kids for us just yet...

I know Ben and I have been married for two years, and have not had any kids. Now, I know that because we are LDS we are expected to have kids right away, and I am sure most people think that we are weird because we don't have children right now, but yesterday I had a change of heart about this whole baby thing right now. I have been wanting a baby for sometime now and nothing has came of it, obvisouly, no kids! Well anyways, while I was babysitting yesterday I had a WOW moment. I had a the strongest urge to not have children right now. I had a hard time with that for a while, I actually wanted to start crying right then, but I didn't because I knew that it was from the lord. I know that the lord knows what is best and when it is right to have children we will get pregnant. So, after my sad moments I decided that I needed to write some goals down that I want to accomplish before a child comes a long. Now, these goals are mine and Ben's goals too so all aren't just mine but with his help the goals will be accomplished before we know it. I know that the lord answered my prayers. I haven't had a moment like that ever, but I know that that was my answer right there. It was as clear as anything has ever been to me. I am glad that the lord answers prayers, not necessarily right away but in his own time and place. Has this happened to anyone else? I know that kids will come in due time.

1 comment:

Brandie Page said...

You and Ben will know when you are ready. There will be another sign or you'll just know. You guys are smart not to rush yourselves. Enjoy your time together until you're ready. It will be amazing now or ten years from now. Love you guys.